My Little Stuffs

Rasanya ingin berlari Tapi ke pelarian mana? Sampainya ke asal mula Rasanya ingin berhenti Tapi di mana? Tempat berlabuh hanya satu jua — Subkhan Sarif

Ketika waktu begitu lugu kisah-kisah mengalir di anganku Mengingat waktu yang dulu itu menghapuskan rindu yang haru biru Sejenak waktu terasa layu teringat kenangan indah tentangmu

Why does it hurt so much? I feel my pain flowing through my vein All I want is to let you know Now that all is over All I can think of is to let you know Maybe, only time can tell will I feel better

You've been here all along You gotta hear what I said Who are you fooling right now? Never mind what I saw You gotta tell what are you doing here anyway? You mumble and mutter and murmur, speak indistinctly Fine! Don't tell me, don't speak! I don't want to speak to you anyway!

Di suatu hari aku berjalan berputar, tanpa tahu arah pulang Aku telah berlari mengejar impian, walau belum sampai Meskipun gelap menghantui rasa, aku akan tetap mengejar terangnya rembulan Jangan lalui ku kan tetap bersenyum, melambaikan tangan pada waktu lalu Jangan kau biarkan ku berlari, hingga lupa pada rasa diri

I envy you I envy you Yes you! You who don't have to deal with this kind of problem yes I have Nothing should you worried about Cause all of you have I envy you I envy you Yes you! You who don't mind what people have to say and let yourself be free Never have you questioned yourself "What is wrong with me?" I envy you I envy you Yes you! You who don't have to be afraid of losing yourself You who can easily to say All will be okay

It's like I never know you Though thousands of memories have been made for centuries Still I feel like no one to you What is it does it take If I can't ever feel the same Maybe we can start again To let me feel in love once more But it's impossible What can I say, I made us trouble I long to see your face To feel your breath once more Our memories that last for centuries Now they've all misplaced What once seemed happy place You tell me what remains? It's like I want to know you After all of the things I have spoiled all over you But I keep holding this fear What is it does it take If I can't ever feel the same Maybe we can start again To let me feel in love once more Say that it's possible What can I say, we made us trouble I long to say your name To smell your breath once more Our memories that last for centuries Now they've all misplaced What once seemed happy place Can't see what it remains

Sad sometime's in the hallway Thinking of what we have been through And shrink me into this cold day That I feel like you more everyday So I beg you, let me explain Clearing what's on my and your mind But you keep your distance away So I ask you this everyday Can you believe me? Can you believe if it is true? Will you forgive me? Together we can do this untangle all of this mystery Can you believe me? Can you believe, it is true! Will you forgive me? Cause one time in forever I'll ask you to forever with me Mirror won't fix what you've done, you said Looking back to our memory We've gone through lot's of sugar and pain And you won't give me second chance? Oh my dear, please let me explain To clear, what you take is mistake But you keep your distance away So I ask you this everyday I regret it, it is true that you take it the way you do You'll regret if you know the truth and you take it the way you do

They say, You're so bright, but you're too bright. And I can't stand my eyes to you. Oh... They say, Now you're dim, but you're too grim. And I can't see you in the dark. Some say, Love is love, and that's a love too. And no doubt that it is true! Oh... Other say, This is love, just this is love. It's not a love what you have! TRUE! Some people love who you are Some people mock you and tear you apart Some people proud for who you are Some people tell you, "THIS IS YOUR PATH!" Some people let you be who you are Some people drag you down to the dark Some people laugh and cry for who you are Some people laugh and laugh when you cry They say, Chase your dream, cause it's your dream. And when you've got there it'll feel like a dream. Other say, Stay in real, cause that's not so real. And once you've failed, you can't tell who to blame. So you say, That's enough, cause I've heard enou...

When hand comes to hand And eyes come to eyes I feel summer breeze blows inside my sight. As warm and cold seems to coincide And breathtaking view rolls its slides Reveals its obscured heart to glide. When ears hear what's the year And words can't tell why it tears I see winter tries to reach my dear. It crumbles on thunders No one knows what's its zest. It screams hard like a crawlers Hard to fit and I find it's hard to breath.

In the day of tomorrow Who knows I will glow In a perfect rainbow You and I Something we both never know Even when we try As it will come as surprise Then we say luckily for us In the day of tomorrow We paint our own life We don't bother, we say no As it doesn't meet our go In the day of tomorrow There's something you should know In the dream of neverland We come as a friend So when we feel in the high Don't you ever take them down 'Cuz in the day of tomorrow We don't know if they will glow © Subkhan Sarif 2017

You know what it feels like? I bet you don’t, cuz you ain’t me Wonder if I can get through this life I’m just a boy, I ain’t a man I see the world like it’s sparkling You know the stars, you’re watching! But I don’t know how to keep fist tight cuz my eyes are closed to see the light Oh boy, I’m such a boy! No a man, no! Nor a child Hey man! can you tell me The diff between the left and the right? Life is fair and life is clear I don’t decide. But you, Sir, does! And my mind goes La la la la… La la la la… Again come together. They told me, man, you should be now cuz mustache, beard, and age say so What if I say its too much cuz I’m just a boy, I ain’t a man Oh boy, I’m such a boy! I like green tea and coffee milk Hey you lady, can you tell me what gentleman do you see on me? Case your tail and bite your feet because I’m a boy so you can’t tell me. So my mind says La la la la… La la la la again let’s come together __Subkhan Sarif__

I've been here together with the night Caught up in this invisible dry Haven't heard of rainbow come together when you cry No matter what you beg me to do I can't tell you anything I see No one can change anything what has been written down So many colors So many troubles Time has been chasing down So what's your decision? So many flowers A lot of covers It's a good time to know I got dreaming in the night got you fighting hard Sparkles lighting in the dark never gets you down Your body temperature rises up against the cold of night Water drips down on to stone might soften your heart Walking to the split of path shakes your life to death One will bring you waking up the other keeps you trapped Rumble of the winter comes gathers all your fears around See you no more to the past cut your dreams of night It gets your illusion It gets your attention The only thing you get is you have nothing left You runoff and run fast Trying to get ...

Hidden under your tree come unforgettable leafs it's your daisy it's your daisy Brown from purple and green it's dying but you can't see it's your daisy oh, it's your daisy It's getting higher though feet are gone by but you know it's gonna be alright Don't pull up high mosses have gone regeneration you don't see at only one side it survives the other one dies __Subkhan Sarif__

"Piece of Me" If I have to lose piece of me, maybe I don't want to be happy. If I have to lose a bit of me, maybe I don't want to see what a success is supposed to be. But you keep telling me to do what I have to do. I don't know if I'm happy. I don't know if I'm not either. Cause my heart has already numb after constant tearing all day and night. I couldn't tell which part of me, is me. Cause I've lost too many pieces of me.